December 21, 2006
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a friend once shared with me about how he decided never to let another girl complete him again. i shrugged off that thought quickly because i knew that a love this beautiful has to come with a risk just as great, that she could potentially hurt you beyond repair.
i knew in my head and heart that if it comes, it will still be worth it.
but i’m beginning to understand why my friend said what he did. i guess it’s moments like this that puts us to the test. it’s scary to not only realize, but experience that you’re the only one that keeps me going. and without you, everything falls apart.
it’s even scarier to realize that this won’t be the last time. and there’s no way to prepare myself for it. does it make sense to put myself at the mercy of total abandonment, rejection and betrayal, to love at its fullest?
