the journey that one takes to be a conductor is so illusive, one really has to be willing to brave the unknown and carve a path of his own. it’s really almost impossible to follow a mould set by another.
was nice to come across old friends from last semester’s conducting class going through the same struggles as well. we can’t all tread the same path, but it’s comforting to know that we’re not alone.
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after a long and tiring session with my conducting tutor in heidelberg, i was walking back to the train station while texting kat, when 2 girls sounded the horn and waved at me from a car at the traffic lights. i looked briefly but couldn’t recognise them, and (for some reason that escapes me i became embarassed and) drifted back to my phone.
didn’t look up again. thought maybe they’d take off and laugh it off a minute later.
the light turned green after a few seconds, they drove off, but waved again looking so genuinely disappointed! i felt TERRIBLE! they must have thought i’m such a jerk! i really shouldn’t be this useless.. if you’re reading this, please let me know who you are!
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i need to find more interesting things to say. help..
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